Shivansh's pov

After spending my whole night by crying and thinking of backing away from my plan here I am standing at Delhi's airport where a jet is coming in next 15 min to pick me

Yes I am going back to my birthplace, but this time it is totally different as the feeling that reminds me that I would return back to Delhi after sometime is not there now

Maybe I would never come back to Delhi? Or maybe I would just come here for spending some time

Currently only darsh is here as he also woke up with me, aniket, raj and others are coming in just 5 min

I know it would be hard for me to leave everyone as they were one the reason why I stayed here for this long, I am scared, scared about it that how would I able to control my tears to roll down infront of Aarohi

In our group my interaction with aarohi is minimum but still she is the person for whom I don't want to go back ,my heart is saying to confess my love to her but my brain is not helping with it

Maybe she also has something towards me in her heart even though it is little bit ,but what if she don't?.I can't risk our friendship just for my one sided love

My chain of thought broke by the car sound, they are here please my heart don't start your game of emotions atleast not for now

They all come to bid  me a good-bye, they all are the reason of my smile in Delhi after coming here I always thought how would I live here without my family

But they all give me love which I needed, they become my strength,power and everything after coming here

I always missed my family but they never let me feel that I am alone here ,

Raj and aniket are my buddies, who never left at me at any condition.Raj who always support me and have a power to read my emotions always surprises me,

In this whole year Aniket gave me all reasons to be  best friend of him, actually brother , the care and support he provided me is undefined

And about avika,she is a like sister to me who shares her good and bad event with me, I was kind of shocked when she told me that she love darsh

I used to think  two of them can't stand each other ,but she changed it by revealing her secret, I still rememberd every thinks he said to me on darsh birthday

Flashback

It is darsh's birthday today and everyone is invited at shivansh's home to celebrate it (darsh's birthday comes first it their group)

All are dressed up in white clothes because it is darsh's favourite colour with gifts for darsh

After cutting cake and having a cosy and tasty dinner now everyone is going back to their home, as they were about to go darsh spoke"arre abhi ruk jao na thodi der mai Jana phale gift unboxing karte hai"

(Wait here na go after a while after unboxing the gifts)

Everyone just agreed with him as they know darsh would not let them leave

As he started opening his gifts everyone amused that how everyone gifted him unquie gifts

At the last when he opened avika's gift everyone shocked as there was a watch but the main problem was darsh don't wear watch

"Tu ye kyu layi hai , tujhe pata hai na darsh watch nahi pahnta"aarohi asked her"arre wo mujhe kuch samajh nahi aaya isliye yahi le aai"avika said hesitantly

(Why did you bought it, you know that he darsh don't wear watchs)

(Actually I didn't know what you to buy so I bought it)

"Koi baat nahi ye sach mai bohot achhi hai or absen mai watch phana start kar raha hui ok"darsh said while thanking avika for the watch while smiling

(Don't worry it is really very nice and I am  start wearing watchs form now on ok)

"Chalo abb chalte hai varna late ho jayega or once again happy birthday my champ"raj said while hugging darsh

Everyone again starts to leave but shivansh messaged avika to wait as he has to talk with her

(So lets go now or we would get late)

" bhaiya apne mujhe kyu bulaya ?"avika asked him "avika tum mujhe sach sach batana tumhe pata tha darsh ko watch chahiye thi?"shivansh asked him as a long ago darsh told  him about  the same watch

(Bro you called me?)

(Avika tell me the true , you knew it that darsh wanted the same watch?)

and how he feeled to buy it but when shivansh told him that he could buy it for him but  he denied by saying there is no need

"Arre wo bhaiya mai to aise hi le aai mujhe nahi pata tha usse wahi watch chahiye"avika said while trying to hide her mistake

(Actually bro I bought it casually and I didn't knwe wanted the same watch)

"Avika tum abb apne bhaiya se chuth bologi"shivansh said to her "sorry bhaiya or ha mujhe pata tha usse wahi watch chahiye thi isliye"avika said

(Avika now you would lie to your brother)

(Sorry bro and I know the he wanted this watch)

"Hmm, or tumne is ek watch kitne paise kharch kiye"shivansh asked as he knew the watch was expensive and avika parents don't give her that much pocket money

(Hmm and how much did you spend for this watch?)

"Wo mere pass kuch savings the or is mahine ke pocket money se maine liya"avika said truth as she know shivansh would caught her

(Actually I had some savings and I bought it with this month'w pocket money)

"Lekin avika tumne aise kyu kiya ?tum koi or watch jo affordable ho sakti thi wo bhi le sakti thi itni mahngi Leni ki koi shrurut nahi thi , ab tum pura month kaise spend karogi?"shivansh asked her as he was now concerned for her

(But avika why did you did it?you could have bought some other affordable watch there was no need to bought it, now how would you spend the whole month)

"Mai manage kar lungi bhaiya or rahi baat watch ki to mai darsh ko wahi Dena chahte thi jo usse pasand ho"avika replied and this made shivansh a little bit more to think that maybe avika also like darsh

(I could manage it and about watch so I wanted to gift darsh what he want)

"Avika kya tum mere sawal ka jawab dogi?"shivansh asked her as he wanted to know about avika's feelings towards darsh"ha bhaiya app kuch bhi puch sakte hai"avika replied without even thinking for a second

(Aniket would you answer to my question)

(Yes bro you can ask anything)

"Do you like darsh?"shivansh asked her straight

"Wo_wo bhaiya mai to bus usse as a friend like karti hui"avika replied while shuttering

(Actually bro I just like him as a friend)

"Avika tell me the truth "shivansh said this time firmly as shivansh was absorbing avika for a little while that how she changed around darsh

Avika took a long breathe and replied as she don't have any excuse now so "bhaiya yes I love darsh!"she dropped the bomb on shivansh

"Sach mai?"shivansh asked her again for surety "ha bhaiya I love darsh from class 7 "this made shivansh more shocked that avika love darsh before they both were even friends

(Really)

(Yes)

"Bhaiya please app ye baat kisi ko mat batiyaga "avika requested shivansh

(Bro please don't tell anybody about it)

"Thik hai mai kisi ko nahi batunga but tum bhi apne pocket money gift pay waste nahi karogi promise me"shivansh replied

(Ok I will not tell anybody but don't waste your pocket money on gifts)

"Ok mai nahi karungi"avika replied with a smile"or ha if you needed money you can ask me for it "shivansh told her as the month has just started so she would need it

(Ok I would not do it)

"Koi baat nahi bhaiya I will manage "avika said"arre mujhe Bhai bolker bhi mana kar rahi hai , tujhe kuch bhi chahiye ho mujhe bata diyo mai apni bhen ke liye itna to kar hi sakta hui"

Shivansh said avika nodded while hugging him as she got a brother in him which she always needed

(Don't worry I would manage)

(Hey you are denying me after calling me brother, if you needed anything tell me ok I could this atleast this much for my sister)

Present

Author's pov

Everyone gathered around Shivansh with a sad face "itni jaldi ek saal bit

gaya or abb tu wapas ja raha hai"aniket said as tears started to roll down from his eyes

( How fastly this year we g and now you are going back).

"Oye yaar abb tu royega to mujhe bhi Rona aayega na"raj said while hitting aniket on shoulder slowly "tum dono ka drama khatam ho gya ho to gale laga lo"shivansh said gaining their attention

(Hey now if you cry so I would also cry)

(If both of your drama have finished so hugg)

Both raj and aniket hugged shivansh tightly as he was just not a friend but a brother to them

"Yaar mat ja na "raj said slowly and aniket also agreed with him"tum jante to ho mera Jana important hai , babasa ki tabiyat thik nahi rahti to mujhe jaldi se jaldi office join karna hoga taki unki help kar saku" shivansh replied

(Bro please don't go)

(You know I have to go Baba's health is not going good so I have to join company as soon as possible to support him)

"Tujhe kya invitation Dena padega aa gale lag "aniket said to darsh who was standing with a little distance with tears in his eyes

(Does we have to give invitation to you come hug us)

Darsh also hugged them and four of them shared a brotherly hug

After hugging each other for a while they pulled out "tum sab  sada mat rao warna mai guilty feel karunga "shivansh said with a shaky voice

(All of you don't cry so much I am feeling guilty)

Shivansh now moved towards avika who was crying badly"hey hey mat ro itna ekdam chudail lag rahi hai"shivansh joked while hugging her

(Hey don't cry you are looking like a witch)

"App kyu ja rahe hai abb ye apka Bhai mujhe or bhi sada tang karega "avika said which made everyone laughed

(Why are you going now your brother will tease me more)

As they both were hugging shivansh got a call from the jet "guys jet aagya hai mujhe Jana hoga"shivansh said and quickly moved towards aarohi who was standing there with no emotions

(Guys the jet has landed,I should go now)

Shivansh hesitate for a while but eventually he hugged her tightly which caught Aarohi off-guard

"Byy and I will miss you"shivansh wishperd in her ears "I will also miss you shivansh "aarohi said and now her tears also started to roll down

Shivansh pulled out from her and looked at her tearful face which ached his heart badly

"Abb mai chalta hui late ho raha hai"he said moved towards the jet but before entering it he turned and wave his hand towards them with a sad smile, in return they also bid goodbye with a smile on their faces

(I should go now it's getting late)

After the jet flew everyone starts to leave the airport "wo aniket Bhaiya mai or aarohi thodi der mai ghar aa jayegnge cab se , hame yahi pass mai ek friend ka ghar hai hame waha Jana hai"avika said to them

(Actually aniket bro aarohi and I would came after a while but cab, our friend's house is near by so we have to go there)

"Thik hai chale jao but jaldi aa jana "aniket replied with a not

(Ok you can go but come faster)

Both aarohi and avika went to their imagnery friends house as Avika's actual motive was to console aarohi as she can't infront of them

In the jet plane shivansh is crying while covering his face with his hands "ahh why it hurts so much,the tears in her eyes were they for me?"shivansh asked himself

As he was crying his heart out he suddenly got a call from Kunal bhaiya, so he quickly clear his voice so Kunal bhaiya can't caught that he was crying

"Hello Kunal bhaiya kaise hai app?"shivansh asked him "mai to thik hui or tui bata baith gya jet mai?" Kunal asked him

(Hello Kunal how are you?

(I am fine you tell did you sat in the jet)

"Ha baith gya hui abhi bas thodi der phale hi"shivansh said"maine ye puchne ke liye call Kara hai ki tui sach much Jaipur se manage kar lega na" kunal asked him about the mafia stuff as it would be hard for him travel from Jaipur to Delhi

(Yes I had sitted just a while ago)

(I called you to ask that you would really manage it)

"Bhaiya Mera jawab sama hai mai manage kar lunga koi na koi excuse apni family ke dekar"shivansh replied as he was determined that he would leave it

(Bro my answer is same that I will manage it by excusing my family anyhow)

"Thik hai or ha thoda Pani pile teri aawaz de hi lag raha hai kitna roya hoga"kundlal said with a consoling voice

(Ok, and drink some water, by your voice it is confirmed that how much how has cried)

"Mai nahi ro raha"shivansh said "ha pata chal raha hai , shivansh yaar tu sachmai aarohi se itna pyaar karta hai ki tu phali baar ek ladki ke liye ro raha hai?" Kunal asked him but not in a wrong way

(I am not crying)

(Yes I know, shivansh do you really love aarohi that much you are crying for a girl for the first time in your life)

"Ha bhaiya mai usse bhoht pyaar karta hui or wo koi normal ladki nahi mere dil mai bas Jani wali , jisne mujhe realise karwaya hai love hota kya hai wo hai aarohi, meri aarohi "

(Yes bro I love aarohi so much and she is not a normal girl but the one who lives in my heart, who made me realise what love actually is she is aarohi, my aarohi)

shivansh said with so much love that Kunal can imagine without seeing him that he is smiling while thinking about her

"Chal bye or koi bhi dikat ho mujhe call kardiyo by take care"Kunal said

(Ok bye and call me if you have any problem ok)

"Bye Bhaiya "shivansh said and slept after crying his heart out

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And I am not going to apologise for the late update as the target was not completed

I know I forgot to mention about the comments but later I give another note for it but still there was no response so

And the next part will be updated when target would complete as my exams are also starting so the update would be late

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